It was not a pleasant Sunday afternoon. I spent the day at my daughter’s volleyball tournament. Watching them lose. Every. Single. Game. The only upside was knowing we would be leaving early, getting home before dark.
Their first game they played the #1 team, a group of very talented and respectful players who won quickly in an “easy game”, according to one of the parents I overheard.
Humiliating. Embarrassing. Sad. Discouraging. All words that could describe that day for my daughter’s team.
They could also describe the struggle a writer friend of mine is currently having. Embarrassed after having announced her book deal to the world, she now has to tell everyone it won’t happen. Not because of anything she did. It fell through due to an unexpected merger of two publishing companies.
But if we define winning by only the games won or the books published, we miss out noticing the real victories.
I saw a losing team play as a TEAM. They didn’t turn on each other when one of them made a mistake. They patted each other’s backs, said its ok and returned to playing. They worked together, encouraging each other. There was noticeable improvement from the first game to the last. One girl who barely moved in the first game to get to the ball was diving for them by the end of day. Instead of losing by several points in their last game, they scored 9 points in a row to come within one point of winning.
And when one of her teammates blocked a shot, aced a serve, or returned a volley when no one else thought they could, there was a celebration – hugs, cheers, and huge smiles. Real joy.
Despite all the points they scored, the girls on the #1 team never really smiled. While they may have enjoyed their wins (who wouldn’t?); there was no joy on their faces. It was like they had no choice but to win. They didn’t have permission to fail.
It’s not the final score, not even the publishing contract, that we should focus on. Its the fact that despite the disappointment, the losses, the embarrassment, they keep trying. My writer friend hasn’t given up. She has two other novels being considered by agents. She’ll keep writing. And those girls, they won’t give up. They’ll practice. And one day they may win. Or they may not. They are still winners, regardless.